When was this nightmare going to end? I kept waiting to wake up from this bad dream, but it just wasn’t happening. I was feeling scared, many thoughts raced through my mind, what if this doesn’t go away? What if I have to live like this for the rest of my life? Can I do that? I didn’t want to be a burden to my family; I couldn’t imagine living my life in the helpless feeling of despair.

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